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magda gourinchas
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The horses that visit my dreams

09/30/2025
For a little over a year, horses have been visiting me in my dreams. They appear where they shouldn’t — standing in the middle of a city street, in my kitchen, or lying next to me as I wait for the metro. I still don’t fully understand these apparitions, but after reading about New York City’s mayor calling for the long-awaited ban on carriage horses — animals that, too, inhabit spaces never meant for them — I felt compelled to bring these images to life, perhaps as a way to begin deciphering the pattern.
Part of the inspiration to recreate these dreamscapes also comes from discovering Sasha Elage’s horse photographs, where he uses color flashes to render the animals dreamlike and strange.

Point Cloud Material Explorations [Croatia Scans Update]

09/22/2025

Last June in Croatia I captured fragments of Diocletian's Palace in Split. At first, I wasn’t really sure what to do with the 3D data, so I just began messing around with them in geonodes and having fun using these ancient structures to digitally experiment with point cloud manipulations. I mapped point size and brightness to distance, and some textures to shift the points. With a little DOF and some volumetric scattering, eventually the ruins turned into convincing stand alone stills.

The works remind me of constellations and whale shark patterns. I wonder how these would look as textured lithographs...

i love vija celmins' spiderwebs

08/26/2025
Vija Celmins' soft, blurry, black-and-white mezzotint webs make me feel so incredibly nostalgic.

source: vija celmins "web 2" 2000

In the eucalyptus forest hills where I grew up, spiders roamed free. Beneath the wooden handrails leading to our front door, in the crook of the garage awning, between the porch planks, little spiders would weave their webs. The garden spiders spun circles larger than my face. Delicate architecture that lasted only a day before leaves or wind tore them down. Such sensible and meticulous work.
When spiders found their way into our little red house, my dad told me to welcome them. "A room should always have a spider in a corner, to keep the mosquitoes at bay" he said. Eventually, word got out that my bedroom’s cedar-paneled ceiling was quite the homey spot for these eight-legged creatures. And so, from my lofted bed, I’d watch them before sleep, mending their lines, widening their webs, and I’d wish each one of them a good night.
I’ve grown to love spider motifs in art for this reason: a stubborn, feminine persistence to build, tend, and protect. “Maybe I identify with the spider,” Celmins says. “I’m the kind of person who works on something forever and then works on the same image again the next day. At any rate, the web showed up somewhere in my psyche.” The spider’s absence in her work only sharpens that identification: like the spider, she hunches over, indenting the plate to catch light and ink just so. I feel it in my own practice — especially when I’m working with digital nodes in TouchDesigner — building precise, organized webs that evolve, grow, and adapt.
In the spider on my windowsill, I see my mother, her mother before her, and myself.

ben's ring ● @twojeys

07/31/2025
Ben's ring that reminds me of "horse in motion" or rather "sallie gardner at a gallop".

Six cards shot in 1878 that each show a series of automatic electro-photographs by Eadweard Muybridge depicting successive phases in the movement of a horse.
So, naturally, I converted the ring into motion.
nothing more [two] say...

spiral gems for pride

07/04/2025
Used flow frames for frame interpolation

my first flashbook (i have yet to learn how to tattoo...)

06/30/2025

Back in my freshman year of college, I toyed with the idea of doing a tattoo residency. I almost reached out to a local shop, but after COVID hit, I had to let go of the idea, and never seriously revisited it. Over the years, I've helped my friends with tattoo designs, but really nothing too involved.

Now that I'm older, and have since solidified my artistic style, I have the inexplicable urge to draw tattoos for those around me (and to hopefully ink them myself one day <3)

here is the start of that journey; my scrap / made-up / hopeful flashbook... ha

ft. worm knot theory, nested "eggs", my eye during pride, a cunty starfish, and some ping-pong tree sponge.

also if you are a tattoo artist based in paris, and want to exchange crafts/skills, please lmk <3 !!!

scans from croatia

06/26/2025

I recently visited beautiful and sunny Croatia. Specifically, Split, Hvar, and Dubrovnik. I was especially blown away by the old town in Dubrovnik, which coincidentally is where most of the Kings Landing scenes from Game of Thrones were shot. (if you know me, you know I have an unhealthy obsession to GOT, so this was pretty exciting for me)

While I was there and pointing out every recognizable shot location to my annoyed family, I realized that I probably know more about Westeros than the actual history it is based off of. This thought is a bit scary, but I guess it's hard to compete when dragons are involved.

Anyways, I felt inspired visiting Palace of Diocletian's basement ruins in Split. So I began scanning rooms and objects I found interesting. Here are some of those scans.
I'm not quite sure what I intend to do with them, but I'm sure I'll come up with something soon.

Yoshinao Satoh's animated collages

06/13/2025

Thank you to the youtube algorithm for gifting me the wonderful works of Yoshinao Satoh (also goes by henkama). He makes these tactile analog collage works. His trick: collecting animated frames that have nothing to do with one another.

For instance, in his 1991 work PAPERS, he carefully selects and overlays pictures that all feature the same kanji (Japanese characters) at the center. The result creates the illusion of animation, despite the surrounding imagery constantly shifting.

In the same short, Satoh’s experiments with flipping through portraits of people taken at just slightly different angles. Each frame acts as a snapshot into the person's unique life and behavior, but sequenced together they all become one. It’s all quite hypnotizing and strangely playful, especially with the nostalgic, grainy patina of celluloid running through the old camera.

The successful fluidity and simplicity of his method definitely hides the painstaking effort behind it. I'm wincing at the thought of the hours spent scavenging for just the right shots, cutting them, and finally arranging them into a motion that makes the illusion work.

Satoh's works remind me that truly any two found media photographs, no matter how unrelated, can become animated together, that is, with just the right frames found to put in between.

source: "papers" Yoshinao Satoh (8mm / 2min 50sec) [1991]

Obviously, this style of animation isn't exactly new, and it more recently got popularized in ad / commercial media, but it's still interesting to see where and when it [possibly] originated from.
It seems that his last work was 8 years ago. It's interesting to see how his style has evolved from his analog techniques given the massive advances on computer animation. It makes me really curious about his process, and how it's changed.

I'm going to email him...

learning how to make autostereograms

06/01/2025
Autostereograms, or magic eye, are images that conceal depth through patterned repetition. I was first taught to see the illusion back in highschool and have since loved showing my friends the trick.

Recently, I've wanted to learn how to create my own... and today is the perfect lazy sunday to start.

Word vomit:

I specifically love ASCII stereograms. They originate from completely different corners of internet history ~ ASCII art is all about early computer limitations turned communication language, while stereograms are an almost analog-feeling visual hack from the late ’80s that you'd originally find in kids' magazines. But their aesthetics blend really neatly into one another, considering that they are both essentially reverse-engineered image-generation tools.

There’s something compelling about how illegibility is the whole point. To those who can’t see the illusion, the image remains static and obscure*1. But those who can are rewarded with a hidden dimension. This makes me think about broader themes in digital art: such as interactive accessibility, interpretation, and the tension between what’s shown vs. what’s perceived.

Making the stereograms in ASCII language keeps the base image visually interesting for the vast majority that cannot see the illusion. I think I’ll use this to hide poems and writings in images that are visually compelling on their own, but whose meaning changes once the illusion reveals itself.

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*1 Not to mention that the bare image often resembles datamoshing glitches from burnt graphic cards.

source: 3dimka

this article shows so many unique ways that stereograms can elevate ASCII art or simple text ~ I especially love the way it can be used to emphasize certain words or phrases.

some resources i'm using...

Julio M. Otuyama → online guide

@machinewrapped → stereogrammer

ASCII wiki → a genuine ASCII stereogram guide

Julius Kammerl → various ASCII resources

Hidden 3D → ASCII stereogram generator

tadpole spirals

05/31/2025
TIL that there are these tadpoles from costa rica that have their intestines neatly coiled in the shape of a spiral. so cute.
i guess that makes poliwag a biologically accurate tadpole lol

source: unknown

J.E.R. fish photographs

05/24/2025
I came across a massive database of aquatic animal photographs today.

The database is hosted by the Bernice Pauahi Bishop Museum website and most of the images appear to be open-source, though I’ll need to dig more to confirm that. The work is largely attributed to John E. Randall.
I especially ~ love ~ the way the eels are posed for documentation 𖦹

source: J.e.r. fish photos @ bishop museum

I enjoy incorporating animals and flora into my work, nature has the coolest patterns ~ which makes this collection inspiring to me in all sorts of silly ways.

Birthday Party Invites

03/01/2025
For my birthday this year I thought it would be a fun excuse to make a poster.

source: J.e.r. fish photos @ bishop museum

Recently, I've been especially inspired by the work of Xavier Bou (specifically his ornithographies series). He photographs bird murmurations by capturing the trajectory of each bird within a given time period, or as he puts it "the invisible patterns traced by birds in the sky when they fly". These patterns create an organic "graininess" which I just couldn't help but use as a texture in the poster.

And of course, I had to incoorporate my dearly beloved spirals.

everything in my college bedroom

03/20/2024
all the items and organization from my college bedroom, laid out and nested within one another like the digital folders in my computer...
an attempt to recreate how the 3d web of objects looks in my head ↓